I spent the past week in Las Vegas for MY BEST FRIEND'S WEDDING! Seriously I think I might like wedding weekend more than my birthday. It's so fun to be back with friends and for such a happy occasion! Hannah White feels so right!
 We started the weekend off with a little rehearsal dinner with all the bridesmaids in Vegas
 Then took a little trip to see the Bellagio fountains with the wedding party 
^^ The last picture I ever took with Hannah Leavitt 
as per tradition... 
 We all felt like vampire queens in our sassy long black dresses haha!
It was also so fun to be a bridesmaid with my Gabs! 
2 minutes after having a little bathroom break jamming to feeling myself. It was necessary. Check it on the vlog.
Congrats to the cutest couple! I couldn't be happier that my best friend found somebody to make her so happy for the rest of eternity. We dreamed about this day forever!! I love you Conner and Hannah White!



9/30- general conference questions answered, wedding flower crown making with Han, that my trials are always small and that things always work out for me
9/29- driving through summerlin with the windows down at night, meeting up with the Logan boys, Hans pre wedding heart to hearts, making it safe with syd
9/28- good friends to go through trials with, reminders of the tender mercies, that even when it's not fine it'll be fine 
9/27- finished wedding videos, being able to watch this is us, bowl of heaven
9/26- emailing Dylan for the first time in a while, dirty dancing with girl friends, Emma Nilsen
9/25- that I slept in wayyy too late but on a day I could miss, the nice old man at target that found my phone, phone calls to mom
9/24- all the things I got done all night long with my caffeine fix, la la land, Bella's lava cakes
9/23- something borrowed movie night, girls days shopping, being worthy to feel the spirit during women's conference, new fall candles
9/22- sleeping in, being with friends at ecoshield, the first day of fall & start of a fresh new season
9/21- that it's the weekend now!! Phone calls with mom, easy comm classes, being able to sleep so dang good in astronomy
9/20- morning runs, red flags with friends, feeling like I'm in the right place
9/19- Bella's peach crisp, chipotle with friends, $5 movie tuesdays even if the movie is bad, reclining seats 
9/18- that the kitchen isn't flooded anymore, morning runs, cooking therapy
9/17- a full bucket, relief society, planning Italy with Emma Sydney Richards and Lindsey 
9/16- Provo weddings, not being late for it, leftover pumpkin donuts
9/15- weekend, sushi brothers takeout, temple names with syd, rainy mornings, ice cream museum this December, pumpkin donuts
9/14- Bella's face masks, getting a great parking spot, frozen yogurt girls time
9/13- that I might've gotten locked out of my car for a reason, that I drove safely to and from Logan, roll with it and everything better with syd, not having to be on call for the birth anymore!
9/12- bella for plucking my eyebrows, that I'm going to Italy, Madison McClellan, Beyoncé 
9/11- runs to the temple, bowl of heaven, BOOKING TICKETS TO ITALY
9/10- Matt told me I could drink whole milk if I wanted to, YSA devotionals at ecoshield, the animal sounds game
9/9- front row seats to the BYU game, guac, Sam G for actually saving us seats when everyone else was fake
9/8- Lindsey Tanner, cooking with Bella, peanut butter shakes
9/7- no Friday class and short school days, movie night
9/6- leftover birthday cake, heart to hearts with my couple counselors syd and Chris, ward prayer
9/5- birthday fairy, birthday cake, birthday songs, birthday outfits, birthday dinners, birthday cake (did I already mention that?), birthday everything! Being 19! Best day of the year hands down!
9/4- Bella's haircuts, floating in a river on an air mattress with friends, a day off!!
9/3- new ward, Sundance with the family, laugh attacks with Syd (and Chris)
9/2- new phone, new madewell clothes, the family being in Provo 

9/1- SLC runs with Bella, driving Matt back from the airport, in n out at midnight



 Everybody always talks about how you don’t feel that different after a birthday. Like how does it feel to be 19? You never have any idea because you’ve only been 19 (or 18, 17…) for a little bit. I think on birthdays you can’t tell how it will feel to be a new age but you can officially tell how it felt to be the one you just left behind. 

So my life as an 18 year old is officially over, that chapter is written in stone, everything from here on out will be chapter 19. 

Here’s the chapter 18 things that I wouldn’t mind keeping up in 19 too:

-traveling all over the place! While 18 I went to New York, Paris, Florida, San Francisco, and from Vegas to California to Utah pretty much several times a month. I hope 19 holds the same adventures

-making so many wedding videos. I think I’ll forever consider 18 as when I went all in, took off, and started getting more jobs that I really loved. Who knows thought! Maybe I can be more all in. 

It’s been a really long year. I joke with everybody that I’ve been 18 for my entire life but that’s really how it feels. I can hardly even remember a time before then. I'm so excited for what this year will bring!!
I woke up to streamers and balloons all over the apartment from the sweetest roommates and best friends ever! Super sucky, I had class for a big part of the day but it was still okay because every hour had a little bit of birthday magic. The birthday fairy is real guys. 
Also if you aren't already, live every day like it's your birthday. There's no other day that you love yourself more, or are more excited to wake up, motivated to get ready and look cute, and just plain have so much fun than your birthday. Who says you can't do that all the time!? IDK just some life insight I gained on September 5, 2017.
Mom surprised me and schemed with Syd to get the yummiest Sweet Tooth Fairy cake! I'm still dreaming about it!


 Just a little blog post to document what the past few weeks have consisted of...
 FINALLY got moved in to my new apartment in Provo. Let's just say there was a little bit of drama getting the keys and everything sorted out... BUT it's fine now! Hopefully pictures of my room coming soon if I ever get it done? Haha!
 such fun bonding with Syd before our other roomies Bella & Maddie moved in (and before our TV worked hah!)
There was quite a bit of filming and hustling all over the place to get the shot! 
Also a lot of killing time at City Creek in between shoots/running into Corbin between his too 
KHALID came to SLC right after we all moved up and was such a fun concert! 
Other things that are part of the new routine are rolled ice cream, 
old  Provo temple trips,
 dirty dancing class @ VASA on Thursday nights,
My cute family came to visit me before my birthday! It was so fun showing them around my new home. We went to Sundance and rode the lift which for sure makes my list of coolest things to do in Utah! 
And waiting in line/camping out 24 hours in advance for front row seats to the BYU vs UofU game. SO WORTH IT!